I know I want to write and like to write.. but this year I posted only twice.. why? Lazyness perhaps!! Its so comfortable to go on with life in “auto-pilot”, not coming out of the routine. Why do we not come out off auto-pilot? Because, we dont want to take responsibility of our lives. As simple as that. We like to give our time (read lives) into others hands. As a kid, to the school and as a grown-up to the office. I have this guilt of not being ‘me’. But the pressure to fit in is too much. I see days pass in front of my eyes, I keep dancing to the same tunes; do I like dancing? No, please dont ask, I do not have the guts to say ‘no’. Why? Because another question follows that answer – then why am I dancing? why cant I find my own tune?? Because I dont want responsibility.. Because I’m too afraid to stand up and fight for my life.. I know I’m not alone in this. But, it does not ease my guilt. It only saddens me more.
But, as the ad says: “Only dead fish swim with the stream!!”
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