Over the last few weeks I’ve been gaming a lot and ignoring my blog. I know when I’m due for a new post, but, I’m consciously ignoring it. The game is just too good to postpone playing & neither is the guilt for not writing. I’ve found myself many a times in such situations – postponing because I hate to do certain errands or ignoring duties because I love lazing around with a book or in this case a game. I really wish I had more discipline. What is ‘Discipline’ by the way?
Archives for September 2012
When will I be happy?
When I was a kid I thought I’ll be happy when I grow up, after I grew up I thought when I get into college, in college when I find a girl, then when I get a good job, in job when I get married. I noticed one thing, this circle never ended. What happened was, I grew up, college ended, girls came and went, but, happiness remained all elusive. I would be happy for a day or two when I achieved the goal. But, then again regular life would start all over again with the phrase: “I’ll be happy when…” Happiness always lied in the future for me with another goal to achieve. I eventually gave up the pursuit of happiness, ‘coz I knew I’ll not be happy even after reaching the illusionary “arrived” state.